« September 2006 | Main | November 2006 »

October 31, 2006

the one where she's all sappy

I almost had to abandon ship after the spam bots. Tremendous thanks to Solonor for his help - I think we are circumventing them for now. *sigh*

So now that it's all official, I can spread word throughout the interweb : I am leaving my job.

I wish that it was more exciting than it is. I wish that I could say that I was following the love of my life across country or quitting to become a full time craftster or circus trainer, but alas I have no such romantic notions. Instead, I am chasing a paycheck and some potential. I think there's something kind of noble in that as well.

Tomorrow (Nov. 1st) is my last day and it's bittersweet. There are certainly a handful of people that I want to unload on and tell them how irritating they REALLY are, but mostly I like my work family. They're exactly that - a family. We have our ups and downs, but we always are pleasant at the holidays. I've been in my current job for more than 6 years, which apparently is an eon in the current job market. I was recruited from a stale resume on Monster specifically for that reason. Literally the lady said "yeah yeah yeah" about my past work history, "six years? *whistle* that shows dedication." I wanted to tell her how she didn't know the half of it, but instead I chalked it up to loyalty -- until of course she made me an offer. Now I am jumping ship.

I start my new job on Monday, which only gives me a 4-day weekend to recouperate and cram in all the necessary things (new wardrobe, manicure, pedicure, hair color, etc.), but it's honestly the longest break that I have had in months.

My only regret is that I can't take anyone with me. I have had some of the very best mentors in the world. 10 months ago, I was the new kid and had no idea what the hell "content management" was -- and now I am moving to one of the top CM companies in the world. I owe everything that I know and everything that I am to Tiffany, who gave me a chance to move from the events world into the marketing world and who was seriously the best New Boss that a gal could ever want. Without her encouragement, I couldn't have done any of this. You honestly don't know what it's like to have a boss who says stuff like "you're smart" and "you have a lot of talent and you can do anything you want" -- it's like a fairy godmother. I've never had that before in the work world. Sadly, we don't have enough people like her around. I think I am going to pay her to call me every few days with a Daily Encouragement ("you're doing a great job!"). And also keep the picture of her making monster faces with her fingers up her nose on my desk.

I would be remiss if I didn't give serious props to Mark who was the best teacher. He was the Rock Star of our team, and I was fortunate to roadie with him across country and learn a lot. If he charged me a nickel for every email with the subject line "quick question for you", he'd be a rich man. When he left the company recently, there were literally shock waves... still no ones knows what to do without him. I mean, what do you do when Gene Simmons quits KISS? Plus, he taught me how to hold my own when it comes to gin and mojitos -- and opened my eyes to Chicago as more than just a layover city.

I had the best team in the world, and even though the past few months have been SUCK, it's my friends who made it kind of OK.

So here I go into the big, wide world. Wish me luck!

October 11, 2006

spambots and the girls they hate

I have so many things that I want to say and tell you and write about and all that jazz, only the spambots are taking over. 800 spam posts AN HOUR over the weekend. for fuck's sake, people. *beh* I am running for technical assistance. Hopefully will be back before Writober is over.

October 2, 2006

my letter to Jenn

Ok, so this totally won't be funny until my pictures are posted (tonight) but I will tell you anyway because you are the only person who would actually appreciate this story…

We went to Disneyland yesterday to ride the Haunted Mansion and we're in line and there's this guy… ok, basically he's Santa. Long white hair, beard, the whole she-bang. Except he's wearing a hawaiian print shirt, blue shorts, RED AND WHITE STRIPED KNEE SOCKS, and those rubber clogs (also in red). I almost had a seizure trying not to laugh because this guy was in line right next to us. So, of course, I whip out my camera and am trying to take some pictures on the sly… so we get to this turn in the line and I can't stop staring at Santa and dying from holding in the laughter and this guy is next to me and I notice that his gfriend looks like she's 12 and he's at least 30, but whatever and he's looking at me noticing Santa and so I kind of 1/2 smile like "c'mon, I have to look - it's SANTA" and then we move on. The guy has this big ass dragon tattoo down his arm and across his elbow and so Ryan and I are sneaking peeks at it when he turns around and whatever.

So we get to the front of the line and some girl is like "yep, that's him. Oh man, David Silver what happened to you? How sad that he doesn't even get a front of the line pass or anything - he has to wait in line with the rest of us" and Ryan's like "hey that guy with the tattoo is Brian Austin Green" and of course I don't believe him. I was like JUST looking at him and whatever, but then again I was distracted by Santa, so Ryan says that I should go take his picture and I said no that's rude, he probably is trying to be low profile and whatever and he says "no, you HAVE to - isn't he Jennifer's favorite character from 90210?" and I paused. Is it her favorite? I have no idea. Am I the worst friend in the world that RYAN knows this and I don't?? So I'm like ok, maybe she did like him, I'll try and snap a pic and I got this lame side-face shot before everyone and their brother walked in front of my camera.

Of course, all night long we couldn't stop laughing that here's poor B.A.G. trying to be low-pro and he gets stuck in line next to SANTA. Ha ha ha ha. Or maybe he brought Santa, so that it would draw attention to him, but then he could be all "oh, hey thanks, yeah I'm David Silver, but I'm just trying to be mellow right now, so no autographs"??

Tonight, I promise to post my pics. Santa will make you pee your pants, and also B.A.G. is in there. If he's your fave 90210 guy, then you'll love it. If you were more of a Jason Priestly girl, then you'll go "hmm, ok, there's David Silver, great."

October 1, 2006

hallelujah

I am currently obssessed with Rufus Wainwright's song "Hallelujah" which is haunting and beautiful and can downright break your heart if you let it.

Rufus Wainwright - Hallelujah

I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty
in the moonlight
overthrew you
She tied you
To a kitchen chair
She broke your throne,
she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Maybe I've been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

There was a time you'd let me know
What's real and going on below
But now you never show it to me do you?
Remember when I moved in you?
The holy dark was moving too
And every breath we drew was hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Maybe there's a God above
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
It's not a cry you can hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah